Suddenly I get this fear of losing this blog. I spent so many years writing here and I would be shattered to lose such important piece of anecdotes of the stories of my life. Dated back from my single days, to falling in love and then now to being blissfully married and patiently waiting to become pregnant. I just lost my email. The one I've had for as long as I could remember - well, that's exaggerating! I've had it since form 3...I'm just saddened by the fact that I can't retrieve that email and I can't access it. Part of the reason has to be my negligence too. (Don't wanna talk about it). I remember this ustaz said that when things come to an end it means your rezeki to have it was only up to the point when it could still be used. Once it no longer can be used, it has passed its due. So, what can I do? Create a new one. But this blog? NO!!!!!!!